still mylife gently weeps..

hari ini dengan riang rianya aku balik awal.singgah jap beli sup tulang kegemaranku.aiseh semalam dia tutup dan berakhir dengan acara gua duduk monyok dijendela..”abih?takde sup tulang?”..selama sejam dua.jadik arinie gua beli sampai dua bungkus melantak haha sampai kembung pewut ku yang sedia buncit.

setelah aku menerangkan tujuan tujuan diberikan anual leave kepada pihak pentadbiran maka aku diberi cuti selama dua ari.nak rest jer selain melapangkan dada.alah sok gaji kan?tak banyak since aku bulan lepas terdampar lemas dihospital kerana demam teruk.taubat aku takmo masuk hospital lagik.boring seh!satu bunga pun takde hehe.jadik untuk tak membuang duit, maka aku ingat nak tidur je atau keluar menemui kawan untuk membelanja aku.kot-kot kalau dia sudi lah.lama aku tak lepak starbuck sorang-sorang layan kopi eheh.

malam ni aku bercadang untuk menghabiskan menonton dvd lucah.yey!ada banyak lah pulak rupanya.jangan ada anak sedara aku pakat tengok ramai-ramai masa aku keje sudahlah…

k lah..nak practise mengempiskan perut jap.

If never I met you,Id never have seen you cry.If not for our first hello,Wed never have to say goodbye
If never I held you,My feelings would never show.Its time I start walking.But there’s so much you  will never know.A child of the sweetest .proud to be a queen.

I really love you.I cant forget about you.Baby, till you find your man
I dont wanna hurt you, girl.You know I could never lie.
bye bye, so long, dont cry.Im just packin my bags, who,leavin you
Im sorry..

Tuhan
Berombak lautan
Tajam duri di hutan
Begitu kuasamu
Kepada alam
Insan
Kenangi lautan
Tempuhi anak tajam
Ada balasan
Untukmu insan
Bila mentari terpadam
Kita akan dibangkitkan
Menerima harapan
Atas kepanasan
Insan
Berseri cahayamu
Bersinarlah budimu
Kerna ketakwaan
Kepada tuhan

i almost cried when i listened to this song this evening.for what sins i have done…and still i…..

ever wonder why we smile alone.for me when i came to think of something.or when certains thing happen there a ping in my head “eh she used to say that joke lah”.make me really missed her..’her’ may point to many kind of girl i have met before.nope,not to try to discussed here.

a friend i chat today saying want to sell his ps2 to me.the price quite reasonable plus he is a good guy too (not con men ah),so i think maybe i would buy it for my nephews if i get my bonus end of this month.maybe get maybe not.**he want to sell his ibanez + amp at Rm600 too..for further info i will give his contact lah

i maybe tried to get a second hand phone too.the cheap one from nokia.already ‘riki’ for the good price.aa then what to do//haaih wait i get bonus lah!not even confirm by the management yet/

owh finally i have my own life inssurance plus fund.lol.after several delay.

my stomach is a okay now but need to eat ON TIME or else its like thousands of butterfly inside.

i am try to manage my life better and get enough sleep and resting and try to putting some weight.

ok got to go.bye.